using a pocket notebook...
honestly it seems pretty good for me. i'm not sure when exactly i started, but i'd say it's been less than 2 weeks.
it helps to know where my mind gravitates towards in my free time because i forget things so easily. it's been helping me understand what i care about and want to focus my energy on and how. i have a lot of projects/quests that i want to do but i feel like i'm more likely to commit now that i've written it down on paper.
2026 is a stressful fucking year and i've been dreading it for 2 years now. i've been itching to write down my schemes to survive this year in this notebook, i already feel its absence if i don't take it out and about with me.
just have to commit to some of the ideas i've put down here and that might require dedicating a page to random missions i need to go on but have been neglecting. hoping to get an adhd diagnosis asap and actually catch up on that.
for some strange reason i'm so embarrassed that this notebook has been so cool and helpful. breaking out of a prison of shame that keeps rebuilding itself if i don't keep fighting it.