15/04/26 - having a long-term project that gives you a good sense of time based on having deadlines and achieving things is fun. hoping to learn more on diy (trade skills) and gardening eventually.
10/04/26 - i eventually need to learn about permaculture and rewilding land. nature is the ultimate third place, not something to own, optimise and cater to the disease of capitalism. the way we live is not natural, we're herded like cattle with constructs and systems that fail the working class and the land we live on while absolutely destroying what's truly real and sustainable.
08/04/26 - first aid trained
16/03/26 - i'm just a cowboy in love
14/03/26 - no clue what to do when my heart is so full.
04/03/26 - back on my muay thai bullshit for good
17/01/26 - "Pick up the pieces of your broken soul. Weld them to your bones. Weld them to your fucking bones."
11/01/26 - "In his profound work, Mutual Aid, Kropotkin shows that in the animal kingdom, as well as in human society, co-operation — as opposed to internecine strife and struggle — has worked for the survival and evolution of the species. He demonstrated that only mutual aid and voluntary co-operation — not the omnipotent, all-devastating State — can create the basis for a free individual and associational life."
10/01/26 - wish i were a goth man sometimes (listening to type o negative)
08/01/26 - my friend said she doesn't put subtitles on movies anymore because it feels like slop now. i think she's probably been dissuaded because of youtuber mr beast type captions that are punchy and colourful to attract more people - especially kids. it makes me sad to think about
21/12/25 - it's freeing to be loving towards others just because you can but honestly everyone should give just as much of a fuck about that too, empathy is one of the only ways we can survive this hellscape
06/12/25 - need more trade skills under my belt
24/11/25 - making this blog has been fun. fuck blogspot
18/11/25 - i got heaven by mannequin pussy is one of my favourite albums ever
12/11/25 - i'm living closer to what i hoped for myself on paper but we still got a ways to go
09/10/25 - muay thai pilled rn
18/05/25 - the performance skins you alive. lights burn you. this is not enough. you're reminded of the hellscape with every conversation and every glow. how do you change the world?
20/04/25 - mbv's back!!!!!!!!!!!
17/03/25 - BIG THINGS COMING. keep the scene alive because it keeps everyone alive. keep your heart open
13/03/25 - really good article. https://sublationmedia.com/come-as-you-are-punk-and-neoliberal-leftism/
01/03/25 - fix your heart or die!
26/01/25 - daily revolt - breath in my lungs. absurdity is pain and beauty
15/11/24 - THE CANVAS FILLS WITH COLOUR. IT WASNT MEANT TO. TERRARIUM GROWS ABUNDANTLY. MOSS OVER SHATTERED CONCRETE. THE PRISONER TOUCHES EARTH AND ACCEPTS THAT THIS IS IT. I CAN'T GO BACK. I WILL NEVER GO BACK.
01/11/24 - "This is somewhere to be. This is all you have. But it's still something. Streets and sodium lights. The sky, the world. You're still alive." - some fucked up part of harry dubois' brain
20/10/24 - https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/dean-spade-mutual-aid
04/10/24 - "start a band. make zines. put on shows. show up."
07/07/24 - if i was goku i would bring back mbv
06/07/24 - NORMALISE BEING LAME!!!!!!
03/07/24 - it's weird to know how easy it is to be creative but limit yourself for reasons that ultimately don't matter. expression means vulnerability and vulnerability means a lameness that you have to own
21/06/24 - oh yea
13/04/24 - community is the most important shit ever
06/04/24 - for the past week i've heard a nick drake song playing in the wild so many fucking times and i try not to cry
05/04/24 - use pinterest with intention otherwise you'll give yourself paralysis from endless ideas
10/03/24 - if i was goku i would decolonise the world
10/03/24 - if i was goku i would save us from the west
07/03/24 - fucking love scotland
07/03/24 - im like the dad from aftersun but with a shittier accent
05/03/24 - holy/
04/03/24 - made a wordpress blog when i was 15 and it was so painful to read back on. it's not like i didn't have anything interesting to say but i wrote like a fucking millennial